You do things that tear me apart, that should just make me mark you off as one in the Dark.
You’re killing me daily, with your inability to pay me, the attention that I need and deserve.
Instead I’m having to learn, where my place really is, without you but I still have you in my reserves.
Waiting for the moment, the component to click and re-hatch the one that was so quick, to inflict this selfishness and made me the helpless.
And turn you into a less indulgent key player in the game that be my life.

I’ll fight for you and show my love for you, but it’s you who has gotta do.
The Fatherly thing and own up to you, yes you not me. To yourself, allow yourself to be free. To be there for me.